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Ripping Me Apart

The first few years were perfect
Indescribable
You were so loving
So kind and gentle

Then you turned your wrath on me
Knocked me down, blinding me
I was tortured with this brand new you
Or was it a side that I just never knew

Your anger burns a hole through me
Piercing right through my heart
Your hatred is slowly killing me
And now it's ripping me apart

I couldn't leave your side
No matter how hard I tried
I wanted to try to work it out
But that demon inside just wanted to be let out

I lived in fear of my own sanity
Taking the blame for everything
Sought to appease the monster inside of you
With my soul dying slowly

Your anger burns a hole through me
Piercing right through my heart
Your hatred is slowly killing me
And now it's ripping me apart

I couldn't help you
I couldn't save you
I couldn't love you
Enough to make you change your ways

I couldn't leave you
I couldn't stand you
I couldn't love you
Enough to make me want to stay

Your anger burns a hole through me
Piercing right through my heart
Your hatred is slowly killing me
And now it's ripping me apart

Your anger burns a hole through me
Piercing right through my heart
Your hatred is slowly killing me
And now it's ripping me apart


This Reality

Breaking my pact
So much for secrets
Even after the fact
You're still so alone

Given time you'll heal
Even if that's just a lie
I don't how you can deal
With such sadness in your eyes

When will it matter not to you
When will you see
That the truth is only blinding you
From this reality

Time is so lost
Can't take the blame
But at what cost
Will I lose you

Too many nights
They seem to blur together
Given the light
I still can't shine for you

When will it matter not to you
When will you see
That the truth is only blinding you
From this reality

Are you watching
Are you waiting
For the nightmare to end

Are you hoping
Are you dreaming
For the light to be your friend

When will it matter not to you
When will you see
That the truth is only blinding you
From this reality

When will it matter not to you (Are you watching)
When will you see (Are you waiting)
That the truth is only blinding you (Are you hoping)
From this reality (Are you dreaming)


You Just Don't

I've got nothing left to feel
Besides betrayal and doubt
You demanded more for me
Than you did of yourself

Now the truth comes out
And the tears start to fall
You wonder why it hurts
It hurts so fucking much

The lies you lead
And scenes you spun
Make me feel
So fucking dumb

And you ask why
When I start to cry
You don't understand do you
You just don't

The words cut like a knife
Through my fragile heart
Like a surgeon you made me
Your best work of art

And now the story falls
And the facade begins to melt
As glass shatters underneath
Everything I had felt

The lies you lead
And scenes you spun
Make me feel
So fucking dumb

And you ask why
When I start to cry
You don't understand do you
You just don't

How could I have been so godamned naive?
How could I have pretended to not let you get the best of me?
When did this perfect charade turn into something so grotesque?
I guess it happened when I started to hate you

The lies you lead
And scenes you spun
Make me feel
So fucking dumb

And you ask why
When I start to cry
You don't understand do you
You just don't

The lies you lead
And scenes you spun
Make me feel
So fucking dumb

And you ask why
When I start to cry
You don't understand do you
You just don't


Take My Shame

What was I to you?
Was I just something
That you could break into two?

What was my love to you?
Was it just a little game
You played as we rendevous?

I can't begin
To describe
All the pain
I held deep inside, but

I've had enough
Of your games
Of your lies
Take the shame

I've had enough
Of this place
Of your face
Take my shame

I've put up with you
For too long
Let me go
I've come undone

I've spent too many nights
Waiting by the phone
For you to call
And tell me when you were gonna be home

I can't begin
To describe
All the pain
I held deep inside, but

I've had enough
Of your games
Of your lies
Take the shame

I've had enough
Of this place
Of your face
Take my shame

When will you
Finally learn
That I'm much more
Than that girl

You tried to hide
The truth from me
But do you know
That now I see

I can't begin
To describe
All the pain
I held deep inside

I've had enough
Of your games
Of your lies
Take the shame

I've had enough
Of this place
Of your face
Take my shame

Take it all ( Take my shame )
You can have it all ( Take my shame )
Take it all ( Take my shame )
You can have it all ( Take my shame )
Take my shame


Peace

Deep inside your darkness
You cower like a child
Waiting, wishing for something else
Wanting to rebuild

Your heart's on fire
Through the night
Your anger screams
As you fight

Don't you wish
You could leave
This endlesss torture
And live in peace?

Within the walls, your confines
You see the jail cell that you made
And you throw away the only key
And leave without parade

Your heart's on fire
Through the night
your anger screams
As you fight

Don't you wish
You could leave
This endless torture
And live in peace?

I can't understand
You won't let me explain
Just scream and hide
Confront and maim

Rip apart my heart, my tears
Kill me with your sharp words
Like a knife you spoke your poison
The lines have become so blurred

Your heart's on fire
Through the night
your anger screams
As you fight

Don't you wish
You could leave
This endless torture
And live in peace?


No One

You said to me
That it's for the best
You promised me
And all the rest

But you haven't said a single word
Since you went back home
It's so absurd
And I'm lying here thinking, wishing

For you to be back here
In my arms again
Becuase when you're here
It's peaceful once again

No one can touch me the way that you do
No one can love me the way you still do
No one can make me feel the way that you do
Oh no.... No one

You said to me
Please don't cry
Cause the tears I shed
Rips you up inside

But you smiled and then didn't look back
You picked up the phone and said you'd call back
But still here I am waiting patiently
Thinking wishing

For you to be back here
In my arms again
Because when you're here
It's peaceful once again

No one can touch me the way that you do
No one can love me the way you still do
No one can make me feel the way that you do
Oh no.... No one

You tell me you love me
But you won't let me see
How much I mean to you

You tell me that you need me
But you wont't let me in
And now I'm lost and I cannot find my way

I cannot find my way
Cause..

No one can touch me the way that you do
No one can love me the way you still do
No one can make me feel the way that you do
Yeah

No one can touch me the way that you do
No one can love me the way you still do
No one can make me feel the way that you do


Move That Way

The sun sets
The night floods in
I hear it calling me
"Join me"

Compelled, I leave
The confines of my harsh world
And I find the rhythm of my soul
"Come, dance with me"

Maybe one day you can see
Exactly what sets my soul free
When the beat begins to move
And I just get into that groove

Maybe one day you will see
Just what it is that makes me me
Cause when the rhythm starts to play
And I just move that way (2x)

The dawn comes
And my heart feels heavy
Lost, in a fog
"Come back to me"

I slide back home
Back to the cold grey world
And leave my happiness behind
Until the night sets in again

Maybe one day you can see
Exactly what sets my soul free
When the beat begins to move
And I just get into that groove

Maybe one day you will see
Just what it is that makes me me
Cause when the rhythm starts to play
And I just move that way

Calling me
"Join me"
Making me
"Dance with me"

Leaving me
"Come back"
The night
Comes back in again

Maybe one day you can see
Exactly what sets my soul free
When the beat begins to move
And I just get into that groove

Maybe one day you will see
Just what is it is that makes me me
Cause when the rhythm starts to play
And I just move that way (2x)

La lala la la la la
La lala la la la la
La lala la la la la
When I get into that groove

La lala la la la la
La lala la la la la
La lala la la la la
Cause I always move that way


Senses

I saw her sitting there
Quietly writing down a song
The look in her eye was anger
And hatred that was too damn strong

This little girl led a life
Horrendous and grotesque and
She wrote it all down in rhyme
And she cried at all words as they

Come to her senses
Release the anger and inhibitions
She screams and shouts out loud
But no one's there to take it all down

When she stops
She breathes heaving gulps of air
The clear oxygen fills her soul
And brings out memories that she wished wasn't there as she

Comes to her senses
Release the anger and inhibitions
She screams and shouts out loud
But no one's there to take it all down

And she cries at night
While her soul is bleeding
And she tries fight the darkness
But all that's left is the taste of bitterness

Come to her senses
Release the anger and inhibitions
She screams and shouts out loud
But no one's there
Yeah no one's there

Come to her senses
Release the anger and inhibitions
She screams and shouts out loud
But one's there to take it all down


Eagerness

I see in your eyes
Another place and time
I wish to be there
With you

You don't seem to mind
That I am cryin and
I wish to see you there
See you there

What have I done
To make you hate me so
What did I do
To make you lie to me

And what do I have to do
To earn your forgiveness
And what do you want
In place of my eagerness

The door closes upon
Our time together and
I run away
From all the pain I feel again

The stars don't shine anymore
Cause I have closed the window
Shut the curtains up tight
Crawled inside my bed tonight

What have I done
To make you hate me so
What did I do
To make you lie to me

And what do I have to do
To earn your forgiveness
And what do you want
In place of my eagerness

I run away
From all of your lies
I want to hide away
From all of the fights

And I want to know the truth
Even though it might kill me so
I want to know the way
To earn my place back inside

What have I done
To make you hate me so
What did I do
To make you lie to me

And what do I have to do
To earn your forgiveness
And what do you want
In place of my eagerness

In place of my eagerness


Never Around

My sorrowful eyes cry tears
Your angelic face leaves me in fear
I grasp onto your tiny halo
To find the horns that are hidden below

And you laugh at me
Making me feel so cheap
I ask myself how can I
Ever believe in anything again

I wish I knew
How to get over you
Cause I spend the night alone
Wishing you'd call my phone

And I wish I could
And I probably should
Let you know
But how can I when you're never around?

I try to find the proper words
But they choke inside my throat
The darkness within me is threatening
Screaming, reeling, killing

I wish I knew
How to get over you
Cause I spend the night alone
Wishing you'd call my phone

And I wish I could
And I probably should
Let you know
But how can I when you're never around?

Don't lie to me
And say the pretty little things
Hope is fleeting
When you're near

I've learned to take it all
With a very light grain of salt
All those words
They... they fuckin' hurt

And I wish I knew
How to get over you
Cause I spend the nights
All alone
Wishin' you call my phone

And I wish I could
And that I probably should
Let you know
But how can I when you're never, ever, around?
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